my experience with loss
february 7th @ 1:00pm i got a call from brandon, and i picked up. "----- and ----- got into a car accident last night," - brandon in my...
Apr 25, 20255 min read
THINGS ARE PICKING UP
okay so i feel like things have been slow recently. and honestly, that was a good thing. i was able to reset, find myself again, and level up in all areas of my life — mental, physical, philosophical, spiritual, and emotional. but now, things need to start picking up again. i need to start experiencing life. and it’s perfect timing because i’m starting my new job soon. my first placement is in la, and i’m super stoked. i chose la because it feels like a stepping stone into mo
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stoicism
i recently came across stoicism and it lowkey just put words to things i’ve already been realizing over time. it was refreshing. like everything i’ve been learning through my own experiences and growing up just started making more sense and felt more structured. how i live my life is striving to have strong character until the day i die. to be someone who ALWAYS does the right thing, even when its hard. to be someone who doesn't make their life about chasing fortune, fame, an
Apr 112 min read
flaws
for most people, flaws are seen as black and white. but for me, i see everything on a spectrum that shifts over time. it’s not about completely removing it from my life, but learning how to balance it so it doesn’t lean too far in one direction ( as it does now ). so today, i’m breaking down my flaws, where they come from, and how i can manage both the good and bad sides of them. i am reactive. if i hear something i disagree with, or something that hits my ego, i instantly ge
Mar 215 min read
choice, uncertainty, and being 23
abundance of options after graduating. this is supposed to be a good thing. your world becomes your oyster and for the first time, you actually get to choose what path you take. that alone is a privilege. i know most people in the world don’t get this opportunity. this is literally what my parents came to america for. now it’s my turn to decide what i do with it. having unlimited choices is fucking scary. my entire life had structure. 17 years of school. one path. even colleg
Feb 73 min read
